"Sodapop," Ponyboy started, catching Soda's attention who stared at him hopefully, but Ponyboy's blank gaze never wavered, "I've never lied to you, so why didn't you just ask me," Ponyboy asked; Sodapop's face fell and tears welled in his brother's eyes, and there was a sob building in his brother's throat but Ponyboy found that, for once, he didn't care.
"I'm sorry honey," Sodapop started but Ponyboy cut him off with a sharp "Don't call me that, Curtis," that had Sodapop reeling back in shocked hurt, but Ponyboy found he still didn't care, there was a lot he didn't care about right now; "I want to go back to my cell," Ponyboy directed towards the guard standing on his side of the glass; he waited until the guard nodded his approval before standing up and letting the officers cuff his hands behind his back for a second time in front of his second oldest brother—Ponyboy never once looked back.